introduction.

Posted by priti_jamels at 10:52 PM on December 16, 2004.

heller.
i'm amelia, with legal age.
i'm also known as lea (pinakamagandang babae sa ilalim ng lupa) or jamels (the song of larusso).
i collect chuck taylors.
i eat anything edible exept seafood.
i like toblerone and oreos.
i watch lots of television shows.
i cook good lasagna.
i sleep with a pillow on my head.
i commute when going to my university.
i studied in an exclusive all-girls school.
i crochet bags and purses.
i go to mass every sunday.
i love to shop alone.
i paint my nails in weird colors.
i have lots of girl friends who act and think me.
i listen to the sounds of a.keys, incubus and coldplay.
i love to criticize people.
i hate pasosi people.
i love to reinvent myself.

that's konti pa lang. but i'd rather keep the others to myself.
anything that you read here is my experience. my thought. my opinion.
hope that you'd respect it 'cause i'd definitely respect your opinion.
don't worry, i'll try not to be boring or those blogs na.. i don't know.
by the way, explicit words are okei here. that's my language.
period.

1 23456789.

c72.

Posted by priti_jamels at 07:18 PM on December 18, 2004.

dear blockmates.
i know that you are masaya. lucky.
the line's so mahaba. madami ang gustong maging blockmate ako.
pero mukhang kayo ang mga maswerte.
kiddin'.
feeling ko sanay na kayo sa akin.
wala nang effect..
2 terms with you guys was fun.
2 terms with you guys was not enough for me to get slim.
kakaiba rin itong block na ito.
no such thing as guy or girl.
walang private-private part sa atin.
we're like halo-halo. i don't know why i said that.
to all my seatmates, paki balik lang yung mga hiniram ninyo sa akin. ako rin ibabalik ko yung mga hiniram ko sa inyo.
to all my cheatmates, tuloy pa rin ang raket.
to all my conservefriends, kapag nakita ninyo ako doon na mag-isa, join me. and vice-versa.
to all my chismaxfriends, life goes on. so does the chismis.
i know na hindi maiiwasan ang inis and asar sa isa't isa.
but that's the nature of people.
matuwa na lang tayo at meron tayong napagchichismisan.
i'm happy na napasukan kong block ay sport.
not sporty, but isport.
for all the hirits and birits that we made.
for all the cheats that was passed to us.
for all the food that was eaten during class hours.
for all the attempted cuts and successful cuts.
next time ulit.
hayaan ninyo.
kung kailangan ninyo ng kalaro sa tong-its and pusoy dos, just text my globe or sun digits.
game ako.
period.

beer.

pregancy.

Posted by priti_jamels at 09:39 PM on December 18, 2004.

an hour ago, went to hear mass.
the priest was talking about the annunciation.
he said that when Mary received the announcement, she was just what, 15-16 years old.
she was pregant at the age of 15-16.
at that time, if you were pregant na at the age of 15-16, you'd be stoned to death.
lalo na kapag there's no husband.
dati daw, here sa philippines, you can be married that the age of what 15,16..
kapag 18-20 years old ka na, you're already an old maiden.
whathef*ck.
what do you mean, i'm already an old maiden?!
is that because i don't have a boyfriend right now?!
or i don't have a kid para palakihin?!
& grace and jolo decided to follow the old tradition?!
what if i don't want to have a kid for the rest of my life?!
and what do you call those people whose age are above 20 years old?!
over-aged people?
old old people?
dead?
...
i just feel that kapag gusto mo nang mabuntis, eh di mabuntis ka.
just be sure sa right person.
and watch your clock.
mamaya 45 years old ka na, you still don't have a child.
unless, you don't want.
period.

1 23456789.

christmas list.

Posted by priti_jamels at 07:38 PM on December 20, 2004.

lahat tayo may christmas list.
but mine's short lang.

God already answered one of it.
i'm off to 3rd term.
without failures.
i'm so happy.
damn happy.
to my accom1b teacher: thank you for teaching me the importance of perseverance.
i know that i shouldn't have passed this subject.
thank you for adjusting my grades.
thank you for believing that i can do it.
don't worry, i'll study hard.

sana magawa na yung paborito kong watch.
sana magamit ko na siya.

know that this is impossible.
but the presence of my baboy is a perfect christmas gift.
it's been what.. 1 1/2 years.
i still cry.
everyday.
and kapag nangyari rin sa inyo ito, you'd feel the same feeling i am having right now.
life must go on.
i can't stop.. it.
they say.. if the world does not adapt to you, adapt yourself to it.
but that's a wonderful gift.
really.
period.

2 23456789.

9 mornings.

Posted by priti_jamels at 06:28 PM on December 24, 2004.

well, not exactly.
our simbang gabi here in our village is really gabi.
8 pm.
that's why i have been missing lovers in paris lately.
okei lang.
1 more to go and it's officially my first complete simbang gabi.
they say kapag you've completed the 9 mornings, you can make a wish.
did they also say na it would come true?
what if i asked for a million bucks..
would i get it immediately?
or when i'm already working?
...
funny 'cause i already got my wish like in the middle of the simbang gabi series.
so i shouldn't have attended the other mornings since i already got my wish.
naah.
i started it, why not end it.
for christmas sake.
why not be close to God this season.
hafta be thankful.
just hafta be thankful.
for anything.
plus, i got to see my 15-year old crush slash sacristan.
period.

1 23456789.

ritual.

Posted by priti_jamels at 08:21 PM on December 26, 2004.

some people may be yucky.
but some people are just plainly.. true to theirselves.
some would go to baclaran and lumuhod doon.
some would try to watch all the entries to the filmfest for just a day.
weird but you know.
it's them.
and i am me.
..
have this ritual kapag christmas.
have been doing this for the past 3 years.
hindi naman nahahalata ng mga tao eh.
they still give me gifts and cash.
don't know why i did it.
but it's nice to do it.
also do it kapag summer.
lalo na kapag won't go out of our home.
and i plan to continue my ritual.
it's fun.
don't take a bath during christmas day.
we celebrate it naman here sa bahay yearly.
and i really take a bath extensively kapag christmas eve.
why do it?
that's how i say happy christmas to the world.
luckily.
nobody has disapproved my ritual.. yet.
period.

1 23456789.

krisaquino.

Posted by priti_jamels at 06:17 PM on December 27, 2004.

Php15 was all i need to go to megamall.
Php95 was all i need to satisfy my hunger.
Php75 was all i need to watch the movie of one of my favorite celebrities in the entire world.
yes.
would watch her film over and over.
kahit ako lang mag-isa.
kagaya kanina.
was so happy since i was early.
had the chance to watch the first screening.
people say that the movie was sort of will and grace.
but it was not bad at all.
will and grace would not get mad at all.
my favorite celebrity did a good job of showing her cleavage, her pearly white skin and maybe her acting skills.
and once again.
she was promoting all her products.
name it.
they are the in the film.
she never failed to wooow me.
we all know her naman.
kahit lahat ng tao galit at naiinis sa kanya.
kahit lahat ng treatments ni dr.vicky belo ay na-avail na niya.
kahit lahat ng lalaki nalilink sa kanya.
think she's one of the best.
call her hypocrite.
black sheep.
retoke queen.
even socialite.
but she is a good socialite.
sa lahat ng stories, kahit ano pa iyan.
nagagawa niyang ikabit ang name niya, whether good or bad.
she does not care if she is the daughter of an ex-president and one of our nation's greatest hero.
it was not a hindrance for her to show her true self.
kaya idol ko siya.
period.

beer.

'single'ship.

Posted by priti_jamels at 02:17 AM on December 28, 2004.

alis tayo sa DEC.30? dalhn nyo bf nyO? walang indian ah!
can come.
but unfortunately my bf cannot come.
iindyanin na tayo.
actually, matagal na niya akong iniindyan.
why?
'cause i don't have.
whathefuck.
know that it's like a group text message.
easier texting.
great impact on those who are hurt.
always have been singled out.
on the other hand.
it's okay.
mike test 1 2 3.
mike test 1 2 3.
there's nothing wrong and bad about being single.
even have the freedom.
even have the bed all by your self.
but there's also nothing wrong and bad about being hooked up.
..
maybe choosing the right spoon for the fork is just hard.
for some of us.
period.

beer.