luigi.

Posted by priti_jamels at 06:16 PM on August 4, 2005.

it's so odd to be in that school.. again.
i was there with my oh-so mother to fetch my cousin.
he's in the 2nd grade and so doesn't look like my little fellow.
as we were waiting for him, we saw this cute little boy alone.
he's so chubby, so white (pearly?), just kinder.
and he looks like my little fellow.
the skin.
the size.
the hair.
the look.
everything.
so my mama and i decided to talk to him.
we became fond of him.
he didn't look at us nor said a word.
he even refused a dirty ice cream from his so-called bantay.
he wasn't shy.
maybe he was afraid.
but plainly, he doesn't talk to strangers and was just a young antipatiko.
..
he's really like my brother.
so like.
my brother would not talk to strangers.
my brother would not even look at the eyes of that stranger and even pretend that he doesn't hear anything.
as i was tryin` to find out what his name was, i can't help but let a tear run down my cheeks.
i tried to hide it.
it was like seein` and talkin` to my little brother.
3D version pa.
my mama said maybe we could kidnap the little boy.
i said, of course not.
but my mind and heart said, if only we could, we would.
period.


yep. that's luigi.

beer.

Thanks.

Posted by priti_jamels at 06:39 PM on August 8, 2005.

to pauis: thank you for greetin` me ahead of everyone.. you actually greeted me on the wrong date.

to vitoria:thank you for textin` before the actual date & usin` your mom's digits pa.

to carla medina: thank you for me textin` at the exact time.. and thanks, but no thanks. just keep that gift of yours (antipatiko..hmph!)

to inna: thank you for textin` kahit you know that we'll see each other naman.

to diana: thank you for textin` kaagad. thank you for even rememberin` it.

to yaya phen: thank you for textin`. i never thought you'd remember it. you're really my yaya.

to carla abad: thank you for textin` me.. and i am not that old.

to tani: even though you teased me .. thank you for textin`.

to my papsi: thank you for makin` asar. how sweet.

to nerice: thank you for textin`. i never thought you'd still remember. you're simply amazing talaga.

to mommy, daddy, rey & rap: thank you for textin` too.. buy 1 take all ah.

to kaye: i know you don't have load to text me (really?).. or you just know na magkikita tayo & said why bother text her, eh magkikita naman kami? wow, thank you ah.

to marie: thank you and i know coincidence lang naman yun eh.. LRT brought us closer (literally) so you could greet me.

to chukis.. or should i say chukis & jr?: thank you for the text messages. especially the burningly wild.. whathef.

to mareka: thank you for greetin` me.. sa susunod, aloud. so he could hear it, okei. haha, kiddin`. goodluck.

to kuan: thank you for greetin` me.. nasurprise ka? haha, i am not that loud about my personal life.. it's private. (really?)

to malaki: thank you for callin` me jamelea.. and i am not yet old.

to kresta: you saw a cupcake? so you check friendster.. thank you for textin` too.

to kervin: i am way too surprised. thank you for textin`.. and for some information blah blah. don't worry, i'll talk to her.

to phoebe chua: thank you for textin`.. and kisses too.

to my loriat!: thank you for textin`.. and hope i could find a mobile compatible to yours so that i could already get that picture.

to pat: thank you for textin`. diba nagkita na tayo nung friday?

to kim & melissa: thank you for luring me to that boylet of yours.. do you think i would? in your faces.

to my tita esmien: thank you for textin`.

to von & melonissa: thank you for greetin`.. and ang hina pa nga boses niyo.

to eunice: antipatika! thank you for the kurot and pilis you made ah.

to the infamous pilar, tin & kat: oooh, i like you gift.. wala kiss? haha, kiddin`. thank you.

to mike, jap, rachelle and your friends: thank you so much.. thank you for greetin` me. you guys made me smile. (really?.. again)

to shar: thank you for textin`. i was surprised.. great job.

to onie: thank you ah.. and please pala, don't tell na your brother. kahiya pala. (do i have that?)

to edil: thank you for singin` ah.. hanggang happy birthday lang eh.. natapos agad.

to miguela: thank you for textin` and i always bother you every 11:30am.. don't worry, i am going to stop.. now.

to tita wendy: thank you for callin`.. but sorry i didn't answer your calls since i was in class.

to nichie (carla, it's your friend!): thank you even though i met you only once or twice.

again, to the infamous pilar, tin, kat, aditya, jec, emong & wawong: thank you for the fading happy song.. hanggang simula lang eh.

to ais: thank you for greetin` me.. tipid ng smile mo.

to sophia: thank you for textin` usin` somebody else's digits. i appreciate your effort.

to rizzy: woah. haha. thank you for textin` too.. and repeatin` my reply. katuwa.

to phoebe bayona: thank you for textin` and i really do hope we could turn back time.

to feli: thank you for tryin` to offline message me.. apparently, i am online. okei, i believe you na.

to joy: thank you and right at this moment, i am talkin` to you about some stuffs.. so you know why today's actually a sad day for me.

to pelea: thank you for textin`.. i bet you forgot. it's okei. hindi lang naman ikaw nakalimot.

to tita san: thank you for textin` me.. please name your baby lea.. if ever girl! (which probably not.)

to jengot: thank you for textin`. i thought you forgot.

to tita na: thank you for textin` me.. and you know tita, starbucks is my second home.

to kuka & toby: thank you for textin` as one.. buy one take one kayo ah.

to david: thank you for YM-ing me.. and don't be shy to me. i'm actually friendly.

to sheila: thank you for YM-ing me too.. see you sa university!

to gatchi: thank you for greetin` me via friendster.. hope to see you soon.

thank you.
once again, thank you.
period.

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failure.

Posted by priti_jamels at 11:11 AM on August 14, 2005.

failure is part of human experience.
rejection is reality.
nakakahiya.
nakakaawa.
nakapanliliit.
if success is possible..
.. there's also a big probablity of failure, too.
and that is what i have been feelin` for the past few days.
i can't help it..
.. but this question has been torturing me.
why?
it's so not like you to do that move.
period.

beer.

collegekids.

Posted by priti_jamels at 08:27 PM on August 15, 2005.

to my college kids/ mares:
thank you.
i think you've given me so many things i do not deserve.
i have been with you for more than a year.
i thank God everyday for giving me such beautiful women.
i feel so blessed yet i know i am missing so many things pa rin.
you guys have done so many things for me yet i do not do anything for you guys.
i see your effort.
i feel your effort.
i hope you feel mine.
at least kayo, you do.
you see my effort.
you feel my effort.
understand me.
accept my shortcomings.
you know, this is not about individuality..
.. rather it is about group effort.
and i appreciate you guys.
i do.
i hope you do, too.
don't worry.
i decided to stop..
wasting my time.
the person's not worthy.
believe me.
i am already awake.
once again..
.. thank you.
and of course.
mareka, phoebe, loriat, eunice, melon, carla, inna..
.. looveuguys.
period.


thank you again.

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marty.

Posted by priti_jamels at 01:17 AM on August 25, 2005.

when will you finish the competition?
when will you tour with INXS?
when will we meet?
`cause my wedding gown's already done.

beer.

mybite.

Posted by priti_jamels at 08:58 PM on August 27, 2005.

i was watchin` kanina the ultimate evil cookin` show nigella bites.
i hate her `cause i love the way she cooks.
i hate her `cause i admire her.. so much.
you can feel and taste the goodness of all her dishes.
and you know, she's a very good host.
actually, i wanna be like her.
it is one of my dreams to host a small lunch out or dinner with my barkada.
when and where.
garden lunch ba or intimate dinner.
with our plus ones or kami kami lang.
italian or indian cuisine.
what dishes to prepare..
.. i really like to do that for my friends.
i may not be the bestest cook in our circle..
.. but you know, i cook really good.
i promise.
we could talk about our lives.
we could laugh about it.
we could forget all the problems and bid goodbye to it.
we could gossip about anything under the sun.
we could even kiss kiss and kiss each other while doin`the thing we loove the most..
.. splurge ourselves with good food.
i loove to serve my barkada in that way.
well, that dream of mine is still on my before-i-die list.
someday, that event will happen.
when?
..i do not know.
but all i know is that it will happen.
i just know.
period.

beer.